This is me...
I have previously said that I have done some things that I am not proud of. Neither proud, nor unproud, but rather, just very medial about the whole situation. I have thought about my actions in the past week, and realize that I have been pushed to act the way that I have. In other words, i'm not blaming what i've done, or will do on myself soley...There were other actions put forth to make me do what I've done. It's not as if I was pushed physically or literally into doing what i've done, but....you know what i mean.
If you aren't recieving something from someone who ought to be dishing out the stuff you are supposed to recieve because of some *thing* than it's okay to get it from somewhere else...
i know i'm babbling...and this probably doesn't make any sense, but it does to me.
And i just wanted to put that out in writing, since it's been floating around in my head for quite some time.
Just because i have done what i've done does not mean that I'm inclined to continue doing it. Perhaps if i was recieving what i want and need, I would not be doing it.
If you aren't recieving something from someone who ought to be dishing out the stuff you are supposed to recieve because of some *thing* than it's okay to get it from somewhere else...
i know i'm babbling...and this probably doesn't make any sense, but it does to me.
And i just wanted to put that out in writing, since it's been floating around in my head for quite some time.
Just because i have done what i've done does not mean that I'm inclined to continue doing it. Perhaps if i was recieving what i want and need, I would not be doing it.