title don't cry for me, argentina
rating pg
word count 5,983
pairing david villa/leo messi
summary post retirement, david villa goes to argentina on a whim.
notes written for
spartan_muse for the holiday exchange at
footballslash. huge huge thanks to
meretricula for the beta job and
snuzzie and
influira for reading bits and pieces and listening to me bitch about this to no end. ilu all ♥
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don't cry for me, argentina )
"Because," David says, and it's hard- he's not talked about this with anyone, because Patricia knew when it was happening, and nobody else asked. "Because Valencia couldn't keep me anymore and I didn't want to leave the first time, so how could I leave the second time? And I didn't want to wash up in the MLS or anything, so I just. I wanted to stop where I was happy."
"Were you happy, though? After you stopped?" Leo asks.
And that's the hardest part, because- "I should have been," David says. "I wanted to be. I had the girls, and Patricia, and a life, and I. I should have been."
"It's okay," Leo says.
"No," David says. "It's not, because that should be enough, they should be enough, but they weren't." Nothing was, until now, he thinks. He doesn't say it, though, can't say it.
I think this part made me cry. I'm crying a little inside, but I'm smiling too. This fic is so wonderful. After reading brojan's retirement fic and this one, I think I now have a giant soft spot for retirement fics. It's so sad because I've gotten so used to watching the players I love play day in day out and I can't picture not seeing them play again, but.
this fic made my day. thank you :)
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