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well I'm talken to Alicia and Bailey! they are so cool! they are makin me feel better! Travis keeps saying he loves me, when I know it isn't true, he may lie me but not love me. I'm all sad cuz I'm so stupid! I do the stupid things. I don't know what i want n e more, the only thing that i can think of is I want to die. just because of all the pain, I don't want to feel pain n e more, I want to become numb. If I become numb I won't feel pain and I will be happy, but I can't even become temporarily numb! :( o well I guess people like me ahve to feel pain. Pound it