Nov 08, 2006 18:55
I am trying to forgive myself for not feeling well. All I want to do is sleep, and not do anything, but whenever I attempt to do that I feel really really bad that I dont get done what I need to get done.
I cant figure out if it is depression or a lack of confidence in myself. Maybe it is a poor self image.
I probably shouldnt self diagnose myself, but its hard to get better when I have still no health insurance.
I've been watching law and order a lot reacently, I kinda wish that I could be a part of helping these fictitious detectives capturing rapists and killers. I guess that is what prime time television is all about.
now back to my television.