not too good.

[distilledmoon]

lately I've been feeling as if i have no one to really talk to. seems crazy, i know. I am surrounded by so many people as friends, co-workers and Rocky pals- you'd think i'd haave no problem. but I do. I have a hard time really getting close to someone, especially after these past few weeks I feel like if i talk to my friends or even my fiance, that I might push them away from me with my complaints.

i want someone to talk to right now.

I want to feel good again.

I hate it that no one listens to me anymore.

I wish I could talk to my friends, even ronald. but It doesnt feel right. I dont want to burden anyone. I guess i will just start telling it here.