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ugh! i'm not going to school today! i'm seriously sick of it! i'm sick of going to school and learning shit that i know i'm never ever EVER going to remember. i reeeeaaaally want to go to the Musician's Institute and i'm working on how i'm gonna get the funds. my mom said she'll help me out and i want to get some applications for financial aid, grants, loans...stuff like that. i'm just sick of going nowhere. i know what i want to do, but i'm just confused about how to get there.
when you're working on something for so long that you get nauseaus (sp?) then you know it's time to get the fuck outta there! i just can't stay w/ something that i don't have interest in. i feel like i'm stuck in some void that i can't get out of. i'm just really fucking sick of school.
Megan..i love ya, but sometimes i just don't feel comfortable around them. you remember what i said to Joe that one time...welp, i meant every fucking word of it. they make me feel uncomfy quite often. they're your friends, not mine, but your my friend and all that. you know what i mean right? i'm sure u do.
ANYWAY!!!.......blah. just whatever.
when you're working on something for so long that you get nauseaus (sp?) then you know it's time to get the fuck outta there! i just can't stay w/ something that i don't have interest in. i feel like i'm stuck in some void that i can't get out of. i'm just really fucking sick of school.
Megan..i love ya, but sometimes i just don't feel comfortable around them. you remember what i said to Joe that one time...welp, i meant every fucking word of it. they make me feel uncomfy quite often. they're your friends, not mine, but your my friend and all that. you know what i mean right? i'm sure u do.
ANYWAY!!!.......blah. just whatever.