Anthony
I don't know how I made it this far without you. Now that I almost had you and lost the chance for any future, I can't envision moving on without you. I saw myself wrapped tight in your arms, felt a sense of security I haven't experienced for quite some time. I saw all of my dreams build so high, only to come crashing down in the blink of an eye. I will learn to embrace the dark lonely roads, the too familiar acquaintnces that have stayed with me all of my life. The past is history, the future, a mystery. All I have now are distant memories and bittersweet time to reflect on the past. Alone again.
p.s.
its been 8 months since you dumped me
its been 2 months since you left
i miss you
i love you
i want you to come back home
i think about you constantly
i want us to have the same beliefs
i want you to love me too
you are killing me
