Mar 21, 2005 08:33
I dont know what got me to think about this... but here i am thinking about this... Its just that i hate being 3 hours away from the one that i love... i am working on fixing this... but its just so hard to not be able to see Alexa when i wanna... Who knows... maybe this will be the straw that broke the camels back... that and i am tired of the fact that when ever i have money... everyone... and i mean EVERYONE but a few people(namely Mike Alexa and Sam, you 3 dont do this to me), GETS MONEY OFF ME... and you all know me... i am too kind hearted to say no... i am almost outta cigs... i am with no money... TILL FRIDAY... and i have to save it... if there is any way that anyone can help me say no to my family... TELL ME HOW I CAN DO IT WITHOUT MAKING THEM OR ME FEEL LIKE COMPLETE AND TOTAL SHYT! Anyhow... things are running about as smooth as they can right now... i mean... i have no complaints. Alexa and i are doing excellent... March 5th was wonderful for me an her... but other than that... i think i am going to get outta magic for a while... i am just bored with it around here... there is no one new to play and everyone plays about the same deck so yeah... i am going to do that... and with the new Musashi game that comes out... that will be the last game that i get for a while... but as it goes for now... i am down cause i cant see alexa, pissed off at my family, and just emotionally drained due to all my crappy feelings at this time.....
Terry