Jan 18, 2009 14:42
It's all creeping up on me. I'm getting very excited. I haven't seen Bear for nearly a year now, but soon, my friends, soon...eee! There is an upside to my unable to pay for a flight any sooner, as that meant that I ended up saving more money over the last year, and I can afford to take more spending money than I normally do. This is going to be a fun trip. We're gonna go shopping and go on dates and not give a crap about the depressing stuff. His stupid attention-seeking sister and her retarded husband aren't going to ruin it for me. If they start to piss me off, I'm gonna tell 'em straight- I haven't seen my fiance in a year, bugger off and leave us to our fun. I'm really looking forward to it. As I've recently decided that my ambition is to become a fully-qualified librarian, he's also going to arrange for me to visit some local libraries and ask about what its like, doing the job in America (as obviously, I'll be doing the qualifications in the UK, but hopefully, one day in the not too distant future, I'll be an English librarian in an American library). I'm actually having a little trouble getting off the ground with the librarian thing, but talking to librarians for advice is a pretty good way to start! (My former college careers advisor wasn't much help last week <.< ).
But yes. Just wanted to be happy about something. I've been very depressed lately, and I'm kinda sick of being this way, so I've decided to focus on the good stuff. I can't way to see Bear. I can't believe its been a year since I've had a kiss and a cuddle. Why do we endure this? We must all be raving mad XD
Gonna be bouncing off the walls on March 14th! =D