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why is it so important to me that i get better at this? not better even, just..more than mediocre?
these days, i'm always finding perfect compositions or lighting or angles, and i'm always wanting someone else to capture it- norman or someone, a real photographer.
i dont want to be another ridiculous girl running around with a camera, in a generation of species like me.
i wish i were good enough for film.