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Mar 25, 2006 11:37

I don't know what the fuck happened....
how did everything go sour almost literally over night?!
i'm so pissed
i feel like i've been led on, cheated, walked on, pissed on, and played for an absolute fool.
i know i didnt do anyhting wrong
but i can't stop asking myself when, where, and what went wrong?
now, the rest of my year, has been royally fucked.
i need a date for prom, cause i'm ot about to put myself in an awkward situation, and i feel like i'm being used for it otherwise.

i need to get my mind off things
i need to get wasted
i know that getting drunk doesnt get rid of your problems, but i know i can forget everything for a night and be a complete incompotent asshole and a moron.
if anyone has any idea of any girls who are single need a date, and maybe looking for a good duy in the long run tell me... i need to move on and i know the only way thats gunna happen or the first thing thats gunna help me is getting a date to homecoming and maybe realizing who might have a thing for me and who i might in turn have a thing for.
i need to move on, i can't sit around and wait for her cause i dont think shes coming back... no matter how many times she says "people DO get back together" there is another guy that she dumped me for in the first place so i dont think shes gunna just "test the waters and come back after a while" ad epending on hw long it takes... i dont wanna be the desperate asshole who is dumb enough to si there and wait for soemnone who treated me that way and broke up with me for sucha shitty reason. i need to move on.
but like i siad the only way thats gunna happen is to just start with prom and start looking for possibly flings and possibly more then just flings
i'll play the field but have got to see some options... i mean i'm not a bad lookin guy and I KNOW i'm a nice guy... i just gotta figure out how many girls realize i'm both and respect me and would like to see more into me.
i just need to move on
but i need help doing so

someone help me PLEASE!!!!
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