isn't it funny?
isn't it funny how listening to certain music can remind you of shit? i was on my way home friday(for those who don't know, i come home every weekend to work @ microseconds because im cool like that) and i was looking through my cds for something to listen to and poped in soad - toxicity....i haven't listened to that cd in years...but it brought me back to like 3 years+ ago when that CD came out. made me really depressed. i started thinking about all the shit that has happened since then in my life and it made me realize how much happier i was back then and it kinda fucking sucks. that cd expemplifies the time in my life when shit was going right for me, although at the time i didn't know 3 years from then i would be incredebly unhappy with my decisions. fucking shitty. i have been meaning to write this down for almost 5 days now and i lost a lot of the thoughts i had. but thats the long and short of it. life was soooooo much better when i didn't care. when i had no strings attached to me. now im binded by them and it sucks. sucks balls. well...there's an update for ya....
Gary
Gary