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[dissolventirely]

i feel so impossible.

i've lost everything.

i don't have anyone anymore.
i don't know how to connect i feel hopeless.
i'm so exhausted with myself i know everyone else is as well and i don't know how to get up myself anymore.
but i feel like i can't ask anyone because no one wants to deal with me.

i don't think i'm enjoyable to be around.

i' not happy.

and i feel like i've been crying for months and theres no one to hold onto anymore, and i can't blame anyone but myself for all of this.

i feel so inadequite.