i have been extremely distressed concerning my possible departure. In the past 2 years i have not settled down once.the longest i've spent in a place is 4 months. So now arriving at that i am growing more and unhappy with everything here. I should not be making important decisions with my emotions. I want to start on my own, i want it all to be mine though.
what is left in this place will be here regardless of whether i am or not. It is moreso the loved ones and not the ground and places that i will miss.
for once i am going to stick it out, and it won't be easy.
but this will be my last time moving away.
"hi"
when thinking logically there are no pros for staying here, but everything is pointing west.