Back home..
Back home again for two weeks. I leave on May 21st for a two week stint in Ottawa. I'm gonna miss the kids so much. And Sam. (Obviously).
I'm dealing with something rather profound today. Sam is having surgery next Wednesday. He says he's becoming a Eunich. Of course, he's actually getting himself 'snipped'.
I can't help but feel saddened that my time on this Earth to concieve and be pregnant is over. I loved being pregnant and feeling both children growing within me. I love have babies, but that stage in my life is coming to an end. On the other hand, it's time to celebrate that we are now reaching the next stage of our lives - focusing on the kids we have and making every day worth while.
I feel as if I'm grieving - how strange heh.
Anyhow, I've got a lot of reading to catch up on. You guys post so much!
*hugs* it's good to be home. (at least for the next two weeks!)
I'm dealing with something rather profound today. Sam is having surgery next Wednesday. He says he's becoming a Eunich. Of course, he's actually getting himself 'snipped'.
I can't help but feel saddened that my time on this Earth to concieve and be pregnant is over. I loved being pregnant and feeling both children growing within me. I love have babies, but that stage in my life is coming to an end. On the other hand, it's time to celebrate that we are now reaching the next stage of our lives - focusing on the kids we have and making every day worth while.
I feel as if I'm grieving - how strange heh.
Anyhow, I've got a lot of reading to catch up on. You guys post so much!
*hugs* it's good to be home. (at least for the next two weeks!)