Weirdness In Time
Sometimes I go through a period of weirdness. I feel nothing is right, but nothing is wrong. Things dont seem to fit. Well I'm in one right now. I dont really feel much like talking about most of it. I'' list some things and explain only one.
* One best friend thinks I dont love her as much anymore
* I dont see her as much
* everyone complaining to me, even though I feel like shit and not even noticing
* The tension still between 2 people
* Fighting between 2 people
* My mom never being nice and civil to me
My mom. I havent seen her in 5 days. And all she can do as soon as she comes in is be a bitch and snappy at me and yells at me about the kitchen being a mess. (Which I even asked Carly if it was that messy and she said not) Well either way, I was not home much. I barely even ate there. Then the floor wasnt swept. AGAIN, I wasnt barely there. And I didnt have the people over. Why should I have to take care of my 22 year old brother? And instead of saying anything I just took it. And it was gonna be ok, until when I woke up from my nap and she goes, so thats why she is hiding in her room. I dont know why she say that but for the mere fact it was to my brother it pisses me off. Then as soon as I get down there shes talking to my brother as he sits on his ass doing not one thing. She goes, make a salad. Ok thanks. I donno. I kinda feel like her little bitch. She can talk all about her trip with my brother but when I asked she got all bitchy and goes "FINE!" with a mean ass look. Then she had the nerve to tell me that I never talk to her again. And I told her it was cuz all she does is yell at me and she said NO, we dont agree with you so you get pissed off about it. Maybe if you didnt get an additude and bitch so much I would tell you about my drama filled exciting life...she doesnt even listen when I do talk to her. She never lets me finish stories or what I'm trying to say. She makes me feel worthless and miserable. I loath being home anymore. I feel such freedom and happiness when I'm not home. I dont wanna live like this. I dont know what happened, things were fine. :.(
* One best friend thinks I dont love her as much anymore
* I dont see her as much
* everyone complaining to me, even though I feel like shit and not even noticing
* The tension still between 2 people
* Fighting between 2 people
* My mom never being nice and civil to me
My mom. I havent seen her in 5 days. And all she can do as soon as she comes in is be a bitch and snappy at me and yells at me about the kitchen being a mess. (Which I even asked Carly if it was that messy and she said not) Well either way, I was not home much. I barely even ate there. Then the floor wasnt swept. AGAIN, I wasnt barely there. And I didnt have the people over. Why should I have to take care of my 22 year old brother? And instead of saying anything I just took it. And it was gonna be ok, until when I woke up from my nap and she goes, so thats why she is hiding in her room. I dont know why she say that but for the mere fact it was to my brother it pisses me off. Then as soon as I get down there shes talking to my brother as he sits on his ass doing not one thing. She goes, make a salad. Ok thanks. I donno. I kinda feel like her little bitch. She can talk all about her trip with my brother but when I asked she got all bitchy and goes "FINE!" with a mean ass look. Then she had the nerve to tell me that I never talk to her again. And I told her it was cuz all she does is yell at me and she said NO, we dont agree with you so you get pissed off about it. Maybe if you didnt get an additude and bitch so much I would tell you about my drama filled exciting life...she doesnt even listen when I do talk to her. She never lets me finish stories or what I'm trying to say. She makes me feel worthless and miserable. I loath being home anymore. I feel such freedom and happiness when I'm not home. I dont wanna live like this. I dont know what happened, things were fine. :.(