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i just wanted to love her and have her love me. but i always screw things up. i can never make it perfect. im sorry if i say i love you too much. i just feel like you're all i have. i lose you im done for. when i met you i told myself that you were my last chance. if it didnt work with you then i would be done for a long time. well if this doenst work out now, i dont know what will happen but i wont be me for a long time. i dont know who 'me' is supposed to be without you. and without you im lost. im sorry if i say shit i shouldnt but thats why. bc i love you and i dont want to lose you. especially not at a time like now. i lose you now, im done for.