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everying is going wrong all at the same time. i swear nothing ever works out for me, and probably never will.
by the first of january...i have to find a new place to live, im so sick of moving house to house...and i dont know where im going to go this time.
by march im going to have like no family here, my grandma who is like the world to me is moving to wisconsin and my aunt is going with her, my uncle is moving to georgia, my other uncle thinks im a screw up. my mom lives in north carolina with a fucked up boyfriend who she chooses over me, and my dad dosent give a fuck what i do, i hate this. i hate not having a caring family, ive been living on my own since i was 12. the only one here for me is my brother, i swear he does everything for me, but at times he can be just an ass as everyone else. i cant get a job anywhere, ive applied at like 30 places no one calls back, im probably unhealthy as fuck. this all sucks. sometimes i just wanna die. i feel like im depressed, and lately ive been having anxiety atttacks again.....
ah, this just sounds like im complaining, so ill shut up.....
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by the first of january...i have to find a new place to live, im so sick of moving house to house...and i dont know where im going to go this time.
by march im going to have like no family here, my grandma who is like the world to me is moving to wisconsin and my aunt is going with her, my uncle is moving to georgia, my other uncle thinks im a screw up. my mom lives in north carolina with a fucked up boyfriend who she chooses over me, and my dad dosent give a fuck what i do, i hate this. i hate not having a caring family, ive been living on my own since i was 12. the only one here for me is my brother, i swear he does everything for me, but at times he can be just an ass as everyone else. i cant get a job anywhere, ive applied at like 30 places no one calls back, im probably unhealthy as fuck. this all sucks. sometimes i just wanna die. i feel like im depressed, and lately ive been having anxiety atttacks again.....
ah, this just sounds like im complaining, so ill shut up.....
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