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So i never write in this thing. I honestly believe that all livejournal does is start drama. But whatever. I need somewhere to think...and get shit out of my head. Pretty Much This is it. I miss Stephen. His ass just had to leave for the marines when we were gettin really close. N i Miss him a lot already. The thought of him not being able to talk to me at 3 in the morning when i'm bored makes me sad... Real Sad. I want to pick up the phone n call him. But i cant. He's gone to boot camp... Hmmm. I honestly feel like gettin blown out of my mind drunk or high or something so i dont have to deal with life. But Steve didnt want me to... So i'll honor his last request and not. But i want to. Oh do i want to. I miss little Things. I'm kinda lonely... And i just want to find some people to hang out with... I have my people..But i need some change. Something New to get my mind off things... And last but not least... I miss Nathan Webber... A lot. . . That was my fuck up tho... My big fuck up . Well hey i always find a way to mess things up. Its what i'm good at. If you read this... Thanks... You have a good day. N if you ever want to do something... Heyy hit me up... Well im out. Hopefully to find something to do tonite.
XoXo
- Linds -