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I feel, overall, gross and mostly discombobulated, and for no amazingly good reason at all. Which is what I tend to do, so I guess I really shouldn't be as mystified as I am. I guess that's the reason why I cut all of my hair off, in the hopes that such a drastic change would carry over to other personal issues, but, 2 days into it, and no such luck. I guess I can just pin the temporary blame on my mother and brother, who are currently visiting and making me feel more alien than I ever have. And I don't mean that in some weird, melodramatic kind of fashion; they just. Yeah, I don't know, it's a big issue and I'd rather just not get into it with this sort of bullshit, so that's that and the end.
School starts eerily soon, and I don't know if I'm all that ready for it, but then I think I am. I need to bust my balls this year, and I say that at the beginning each time, but this time I actually believe it and think myself to have the determination to do it. There's not much to knock me off kilter, but then again, shit always does seem to pop out of nowhere. Jesus, that sounds so ominous and has the potential to sound creepy if I end up dead in a gutter somewhere.
So UPLIFTING.
School starts eerily soon, and I don't know if I'm all that ready for it, but then I think I am. I need to bust my balls this year, and I say that at the beginning each time, but this time I actually believe it and think myself to have the determination to do it. There's not much to knock me off kilter, but then again, shit always does seem to pop out of nowhere. Jesus, that sounds so ominous and has the potential to sound creepy if I end up dead in a gutter somewhere.
So UPLIFTING.