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[disposable_teen]

I am really fucking pissed off. First, they put me on a section when I try to kill myself in Asda toilets, then Asda bars me completely! How fucking dare they! I didn't steal anything, I have as much right as anyone to go in there. Dicks.

Then they diagnose me with anorexia. I'm trying to find someone who is pro anorexia but I'm having no luck. I'

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[princessdoodle]

I agree. Stop being angry with the people who are trying to save you from yourself and try accepting their help. It's not acceptable to be like this, especially for so long, and a large part of why you are so messed up is because you continuously refuse the help offered to you, lie about your mental state and get people to believe you are doing better so you can off yourself. It's pitiful, and you need to get your act together.

I feel no need to mince words with you. When I stumbled upon your LJ a long time ago, I followed it, truly concerned for you, wanting your life to get better, for you to be happy... but every chance you have had at happiness since I started reading your journal you have destroyed so you would have another reason to end your life.

You're right, this is your life. Life being the key word. Stop focusing so much on your death, stop being selfish and stubborn and GET THE HELP YOU NEED. You aren't well, and you know that. Instead of suffering, instead of repeatedly trying to end your life and failing, try something different. You're obviously not very good at killing yourself. Get a new hobby. Maybe making model cars?