Fuck the world while the world fucks you!!!
Well I hurt my back and had to go the doctor. First they give me a shot to make it better but I was allergic to it so I had to get another shot to fix the first shot. Not so bad you might be thinking but this wasn't the typical shot in the arm...um...i got shot in the ass!!! So whatever I am all drugged out going to get my perscription and life is ok...so i thought. I start a great day they way every great day should be started...sleeping in. I lounge around thinking all is well, then I get a call from my roomates saying that they accidentally let my cat out of the house. I race from san jose to santa cruz to find him but it's 9:30 at night and he is nowhere to be found. So lets recount, my back is killing me, my ass hurts too, and I lost my kitty. Pretty shitty but then the supposed love of my life who has been a total ass for days decides to continue in his wretched ways and make my already bad day worse. THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH MIKE!!! I am basically drowning in my own sorrow right now so put up with it. My life had some to that point where I am so emotionally and mentally overwhelmed that I feel like just saying FUCK IT to everything. I feel like school is just waste of my time. Who cares about the president in 18whatever and who cares what a logarithm is let alone what started elvis' career? Not me! I wanna do psych or pre med I could give a shit I want to learn about what I care about since I am , after all, putting myself into a life of debt paying for this so called education that is teaching me nothing. I just wanna say FUCK IT. FUCK school, FUCK work, FUCK grades, FUCK people, FUCK mike, FUCK the world, FUCK everything. That is all that I have to say!!!