get motivated...
these past two weeks have been absolutely CRAZY.
my tuesday/thursdays consist of classes from 8 till like 5ish and i can't take it. it also sucks having to change from bdu's to dance clothes and then back again right before mil sci lab... and now i get to carry my lbe and kevlar around with me all day too. i will get used to it i'm sure but for now it is sooo exhausting. i don't even have time to eat all day. that's 8 hours with no food. that can't be good for me.
and then there's the lovely theatre dept. i'll say this much, i was kinda hoping to at least get put in the christmas concert or something cuz I WANT TO SING!! but no. I see now that NU is the most typecast place I have ever been. Even Ghostlight isn't half that bad. I haven't yet read The Fan but I am sound designer for it so this show better be effin rockin in possible sound cues. and then i get to run the sound board for the christmas concert, you know so i can sit there and do nothing but wish i was signing. real sweet NU Theatre.
I suppose this works out cuz it just let's me focus more of my attention (or as much as possible) on ROTC because i don't feel like i owe absolutely anything to the theatre dept. I will still work hard, don't get me wrong, because that's just who i am but i won't have to worry about making it any more important in my life.
Speaking of ROTC, i guess things are going pretty well there. I enjoy it and i am learning soooo much. It's definitely challenging me which is extremely tough and extremely wonderful all at once.
I have been so exhuasted lately. There aren't enough hours in the day. and FTX is coming up real soon here. and I have to run PT on Monday... I won't even say anything about that because I am just going to try as absolutely hard as i can and hope for the best. can you say, tons and tons of side straddle hops?? haha.
so my stomach/abs feel like they are going to collapse. millions of crunches at PT yesterday and then a million more in Jazz today. eewwww. I really want to max my PT test next week. I have no idea where I stand right now. I think I'll time myself on a two mile run tomorrow or saturday to get an idea where i am with that at least.
did i mention i hate scene design? i can't draw. so my teacher told me "maybe i should switch my major". pretty sweet if i do say so myself.
on a good note, i am getting really good at putting my bdu's on. haha
and i am enjoying being on campus.
and branden has been helping me out a lot all week.
i miss people though. i haven't had too much time on my hands. but next weekend is the 80's party in 3D so... that is where i will be. everyone better go!! (i actually don't know if i work but whether i do or not, i'll be there at some point!! yay 80's!!
sooo... i have like a bunch of dirty dishes somehow and i think i will go wash them now.
:)
my tuesday/thursdays consist of classes from 8 till like 5ish and i can't take it. it also sucks having to change from bdu's to dance clothes and then back again right before mil sci lab... and now i get to carry my lbe and kevlar around with me all day too. i will get used to it i'm sure but for now it is sooo exhausting. i don't even have time to eat all day. that's 8 hours with no food. that can't be good for me.
and then there's the lovely theatre dept. i'll say this much, i was kinda hoping to at least get put in the christmas concert or something cuz I WANT TO SING!! but no. I see now that NU is the most typecast place I have ever been. Even Ghostlight isn't half that bad. I haven't yet read The Fan but I am sound designer for it so this show better be effin rockin in possible sound cues. and then i get to run the sound board for the christmas concert, you know so i can sit there and do nothing but wish i was signing. real sweet NU Theatre.
I suppose this works out cuz it just let's me focus more of my attention (or as much as possible) on ROTC because i don't feel like i owe absolutely anything to the theatre dept. I will still work hard, don't get me wrong, because that's just who i am but i won't have to worry about making it any more important in my life.
Speaking of ROTC, i guess things are going pretty well there. I enjoy it and i am learning soooo much. It's definitely challenging me which is extremely tough and extremely wonderful all at once.
I have been so exhuasted lately. There aren't enough hours in the day. and FTX is coming up real soon here. and I have to run PT on Monday... I won't even say anything about that because I am just going to try as absolutely hard as i can and hope for the best. can you say, tons and tons of side straddle hops?? haha.
so my stomach/abs feel like they are going to collapse. millions of crunches at PT yesterday and then a million more in Jazz today. eewwww. I really want to max my PT test next week. I have no idea where I stand right now. I think I'll time myself on a two mile run tomorrow or saturday to get an idea where i am with that at least.
did i mention i hate scene design? i can't draw. so my teacher told me "maybe i should switch my major". pretty sweet if i do say so myself.
on a good note, i am getting really good at putting my bdu's on. haha
and i am enjoying being on campus.
and branden has been helping me out a lot all week.
i miss people though. i haven't had too much time on my hands. but next weekend is the 80's party in 3D so... that is where i will be. everyone better go!! (i actually don't know if i work but whether i do or not, i'll be there at some point!! yay 80's!!
sooo... i have like a bunch of dirty dishes somehow and i think i will go wash them now.
:)