Sep 12, 2004 01:01
joanie: omg hell balls
i did something stupid today. i think. i'm not really sure. maybe i did something that i needed to do. maybe. but i still feel pretty stupid. stupid and unsure. but somewhat proud...of myself i guess. is proud the right word? but definitely not fulfilled. not complete. no, no way. i do have balls tho, i do. thats about all though. Fabulous.
and what better to clear up confusion than...bowling with patrick and craig? yep. craig paid for me. what a good boyfriend. and the three of us talked about so much stuff. it was really really good times. i liked tonight.
life is totally not cool. definitely not.