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no more of that friends only ish. i'll write what i want and if you don't like it, go away. k cool. so i haven't updated this thing in a Long time. there's really nothing too cool to recap for you. i've been working a lot and stuff, ok where am i going with this... um i went to woodloch, that was okay. a while back i went to ob2 with allie, that was fun. i went to nyc with amanda. met emin there. cool stuff. i guess the only really major thing that has happened is that brian left for college. and i guess i never realized just how much that kid meant to me. or how much a part of my life he was. the way i miss him is unreal. and he can probably prove that through the tears i left on his shirt. it's just like so unbelievably different without him, and theres just so many little things i'm gonna miss. and maybe someone needs to punch me in the face because i'm acting like the kid is dead, but the thought of him just having this whole new life in college without us, is sad.. and totally selfish, but i'm just not used to it yet. the fact that i can't see him whenever i want is nothing i ever thought about. and now i can't, and i just wish summer would never end. okay that's the end of my deep thoughts. sorry for the rambling.
so no one called tonight, for a change, so i ate a pint of ice cream. really, this is just the life. i hate being me.
sorry this wasn't a fun entry kiddos, peace out.
and i'll leave you with,
ah, the memories.
oh yeah, comment. thanks.
so no one called tonight, for a change, so i ate a pint of ice cream. really, this is just the life. i hate being me.
sorry this wasn't a fun entry kiddos, peace out.
and i'll leave you with,
ah, the memories.
oh yeah, comment. thanks.