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I think I like someone, I like my writing instructor.
she's really open minded. whenever someone provides an extreme argument, either liberal or conservative, she'll provide the moderate view. I know teachers are supposed to be like this, but she does it so perfectly. And since I consider myself to be a moderate guy, everytime she offers a point of view on something, I'm always shouting in my mind.. "that's what I was thinking!" then there's the times where she explains something in a way I would have never imagined, and I just think... "wow... she's amazing."
she also looks really nice. her facial features are pretty White (especially the nose), but it doesn't bother me. She's a few inches taller than me, and she's got a really great sense of style. she dresses modestly, but attractive. She's not really old, either. she said something about doing a research paper in 1996, so she's probably in her late twenties. I also love her voice. It's really relaxing. she ends a lot of her sentences in a short, soft laugh. It makes me feel very comfortable around her.
I had sexual thoughts about her once. a few weeks ago, the class was sort of boring, and all I could think about were these fantasies. I'd show up during her office hours. she'd start to help me on my work, and then she'd start to look at me funny... then we'd start kissing and ah... yeah. sort of embarrasing for me to be discussing this.
but that was the only time. I don't know why I was really horny that day, because I'm not like that every other day. Every other day I look at her and think about her, but not like that. I make up scenarios where we go to a bagel shop together and have a cup of tea and talk about global events. that's it, I make up stories where we hang out and talk like friends. nothing sexual.
I don't know.
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by the way, I read everyone's comments and think about them. I don't respond to every single one because I feel stupid posting a one liner to every comment thus boosting my comment number to double the size. sort of feels fake... or something.
she's really open minded. whenever someone provides an extreme argument, either liberal or conservative, she'll provide the moderate view. I know teachers are supposed to be like this, but she does it so perfectly. And since I consider myself to be a moderate guy, everytime she offers a point of view on something, I'm always shouting in my mind.. "that's what I was thinking!" then there's the times where she explains something in a way I would have never imagined, and I just think... "wow... she's amazing."
she also looks really nice. her facial features are pretty White (especially the nose), but it doesn't bother me. She's a few inches taller than me, and she's got a really great sense of style. she dresses modestly, but attractive. She's not really old, either. she said something about doing a research paper in 1996, so she's probably in her late twenties. I also love her voice. It's really relaxing. she ends a lot of her sentences in a short, soft laugh. It makes me feel very comfortable around her.
I had sexual thoughts about her once. a few weeks ago, the class was sort of boring, and all I could think about were these fantasies. I'd show up during her office hours. she'd start to help me on my work, and then she'd start to look at me funny... then we'd start kissing and ah... yeah. sort of embarrasing for me to be discussing this.
but that was the only time. I don't know why I was really horny that day, because I'm not like that every other day. Every other day I look at her and think about her, but not like that. I make up scenarios where we go to a bagel shop together and have a cup of tea and talk about global events. that's it, I make up stories where we hang out and talk like friends. nothing sexual.
I don't know.
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by the way, I read everyone's comments and think about them. I don't respond to every single one because I feel stupid posting a one liner to every comment thus boosting my comment number to double the size. sort of feels fake... or something.