Sep 10, 2004 17:15
I spend September 2-6th in my new hometown with my bestfriend and now boyfriend for real. I can't even belive how I lived without him before. He's the cutest nicest and most wonderful thing ever and I am so so happy.
I was happier for those 5 days than I have pretty much ever been. And All I want to do is get back there anyway I can.
I have about zero french skill which means I am totally uneligable for a job there. This kills me.
I'm in french class, but it'll take me a year and a bit to get good enough to even think about moving there.
How am I going to live without his hand to hold?
I'm at work, tres miserable and lonely.
I also missed my bus today then got a flat tire and my brother's car wouldn't start either.
My french darling is working tonight so I won't get to talk to him until tomorrow. It seems like 10 years not four days since I've heard his voice.
The ONLY thing I am doing tomorrow is sleeping and talking to him.
My heart is aching like I can barely imagine.
If anyone wants to fly me to mtl for the day I would be more thrilled than you can imagine.