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Well, its been a very weird week.
What's weird is the amount of time I've spent with Justin, either on the phone or in person.
See, this past saturday I called him while I was at work and he thought he was going to have a date. He didn't have a date so he called me and asked if I wanted to meet up with him for dinner. We met at Chik-fil-a and sat there for 2 hours, just talking over our chicken sandwiches and waffle fries. Then we went to Coronado Springs. It was pretty late so it was dark outside and the stars were out and we walked out behind the hotel where the lake was. There are hammocks back there so we laid on one and were literally looking at the stars (and we found the second star to the right, if anyone's wondering ;)). And we talked more. Then he showed me around the place, where the pools were, the gift shop, etc. We hung out at the gift shop for awhile, where he took a picture of me with a Mickey pirate hat on and then we left. Then we went back to Chik-fil-a (we took his car to Coronado) and we sat in his car for 45 minutes and listened to crazy disney music.
Yesterday, he, Corinna and I went to Epcot after I got off work (how cool is that?) and we ran around the park. But somehow, Justin and I always do this to poor Corinna: We wind up having fun and talking without her. She was there, but Justin and I get wrapped up in a conversation without her and just start laughing. I tried to get her to join us several times, but she looked kinda bored. By the end of the night, I felt kinda bad so I hung back from the group a little bit. It was Corinna's last night hanging with us so I didn't want to leave her out anymore.
Yeah, ya know how I said there was no chemistry? I think I was lying to myself. I'm in love with this guy. And its not just the semi-romantic evening. Trust me, he does NOT feel the same way about me. He's the PERFECT guy! He's the white knight I've been looking for. This is so far beyond anything I ever felt for Jeff or Pat. But he's in love with another girl back in North Carolina. AND he leaves in 10 days to go back to stinkin' NC!
*sigh* now what? How do I get myself out of this one?
What's weird is the amount of time I've spent with Justin, either on the phone or in person.
See, this past saturday I called him while I was at work and he thought he was going to have a date. He didn't have a date so he called me and asked if I wanted to meet up with him for dinner. We met at Chik-fil-a and sat there for 2 hours, just talking over our chicken sandwiches and waffle fries. Then we went to Coronado Springs. It was pretty late so it was dark outside and the stars were out and we walked out behind the hotel where the lake was. There are hammocks back there so we laid on one and were literally looking at the stars (and we found the second star to the right, if anyone's wondering ;)). And we talked more. Then he showed me around the place, where the pools were, the gift shop, etc. We hung out at the gift shop for awhile, where he took a picture of me with a Mickey pirate hat on and then we left. Then we went back to Chik-fil-a (we took his car to Coronado) and we sat in his car for 45 minutes and listened to crazy disney music.
Yesterday, he, Corinna and I went to Epcot after I got off work (how cool is that?) and we ran around the park. But somehow, Justin and I always do this to poor Corinna: We wind up having fun and talking without her. She was there, but Justin and I get wrapped up in a conversation without her and just start laughing. I tried to get her to join us several times, but she looked kinda bored. By the end of the night, I felt kinda bad so I hung back from the group a little bit. It was Corinna's last night hanging with us so I didn't want to leave her out anymore.
Yeah, ya know how I said there was no chemistry? I think I was lying to myself. I'm in love with this guy. And its not just the semi-romantic evening. Trust me, he does NOT feel the same way about me. He's the PERFECT guy! He's the white knight I've been looking for. This is so far beyond anything I ever felt for Jeff or Pat. But he's in love with another girl back in North Carolina. AND he leaves in 10 days to go back to stinkin' NC!
*sigh* now what? How do I get myself out of this one?