So I started rereading this story and had some thoughts, I had a massive breakdown this week at work and felt like pushing that out in Jensen 🤦♀️ - I feel like Jensen is heading to a meltdown/breakdown too… I kinda want it to be slow burn and epic. - Jensen used to scratch his wrist when he was anxious…. I think he could subtlety start doing this again. - he used to not eat much incase he got fat, I think this could happen again… - he used to push himself too hard, not wanting to disappoint anyone. I could see things slowly start pushing him down a bad path… perhaps he gets picked up by one of the boys in game and they say geez you’re heavy… he takes that as he is fat.. starts eating less and hiding it perhaps the executives mention how the timeline was delayed with his kidnapping, so he feels bad, starts scratching, Jared might mention that, so he starts to pull back from Jared, so he doesn’t notice the scratches or weight loss.. Perhaps since he isn’t eating, maybe not sleeping well, he starts to not keep up as well, so they mention it, so he works harder, too hard… Perhaps he disassociates a bit in interviews or concerts and they (executives, some of the band?) think he doesn’t care as much. When really he is trying too hard.. but they can’t see it.. Maybe he is a bit short to temper, but he is fine, he is handling it, just needs to work harder.. This could go on for weeks… Then you have a collapse or a complete freak out.. and everyone is like omg…. We missed it all and he is only 18, with a really shitty upbringing, an inherent belief he isn’t good enough and a hell of a lot of new pressures..
Anyways, I am sure you have an awesome plan. I just wanted to throw some ideas at you 😁
I’m so sorry to hear that you’re having a hard time.
All your suggestions for Jensen are great! He will be slowly building to a major explosion. He’s had a few minor eruptions so far, but things will continue to escalate. I’ll be sure to incorporate some of your ideas because I love them!
- I feel like Jensen is heading to a meltdown/breakdown too… I kinda want it to be slow burn and epic.
- Jensen used to scratch his wrist when he was anxious…. I think he could subtlety start doing this again.
- he used to not eat much incase he got fat, I think this could happen again…
- he used to push himself too hard, not wanting to disappoint anyone.
I could see things slowly start pushing him down a bad path… perhaps he gets picked up by one of the boys in game and they say geez you’re heavy… he takes that as he is fat.. starts eating less and hiding it
perhaps the executives mention how the timeline was delayed with his kidnapping, so he feels bad, starts scratching, Jared might mention that, so he starts to pull back from Jared, so he doesn’t notice the scratches or weight loss..
Perhaps since he isn’t eating, maybe not sleeping well, he starts to not keep up as well, so they mention it, so he works harder, too hard…
Perhaps he disassociates a bit in interviews or concerts and they (executives, some of the band?) think he doesn’t care as much. When really he is trying too hard.. but they can’t see it.. Maybe he is a bit short to temper, but he is fine, he is handling it, just needs to work harder..
This could go on for weeks… Then you have a collapse or a complete freak out.. and everyone is like omg…. We missed it all and he is only 18, with a really shitty upbringing, an inherent belief he isn’t good enough and a hell of a lot of new pressures..
Anyways, I am sure you have an awesome plan. I just wanted to throw some ideas at you 😁
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I’m so sorry to hear that you’re having a hard time.
All your suggestions for Jensen are great! He will be slowly building to a major explosion. He’s had a few minor eruptions so far, but things will continue to escalate. I’ll be sure to incorporate some of your ideas because I love them!
Thanks sweetie!
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