Update
I'd like to say I'm sorry to everyone for being such a downer and complainer lately. I am trying to change, but until then please bare with me.
-On a lighter note: I got into CalArts. I'm very excited and grateful, but for some reason I feel that I don't deserve it. I have this feeling like I just cheated High School. I mean, I got in because of my talent, but grade wise, I just feel like I messed up all of high school. I know it's a cliche because of my lines in Pippin, but I have felt really empty and vacant lately, and I want it to frigg'n stop now. That's all I guess, so In short- I got into CalArts, and most of my life is great, but somehow I'm more depressed than ever. Thank you for reading this and not just scrolling through-Barsky
-On a lighter note: I got into CalArts. I'm very excited and grateful, but for some reason I feel that I don't deserve it. I have this feeling like I just cheated High School. I mean, I got in because of my talent, but grade wise, I just feel like I messed up all of high school. I know it's a cliche because of my lines in Pippin, but I have felt really empty and vacant lately, and I want it to frigg'n stop now. That's all I guess, so In short- I got into CalArts, and most of my life is great, but somehow I'm more depressed than ever. Thank you for reading this and not just scrolling through-Barsky