I LOVE LIFE
oh man, i know nobody reads this because i don't tell anyone about it, but i feel like writing anyway because tonight was SUCH a good night!!! I don't know if i stopped smiling all night! This year is just such a good year! I finally have friends that i like! This summer i feel like i grew so much and learned so much about myself. I finally am beginning to actually know who i am and what i can tolerate and what i can't. i know what i enjoy, and what kind of people i enjoy, where i stand on issues, and how to handle situations that i have been facing all of highschool. By NO means have I "got life figured out", because that's definately still in the process, nor are things perfect, but after tonight i'm just extra optimistic! It was so fun!
First my girls and i went to Paglias (Molls, Em, Drew, Katie, Sam, Me) and that was GREAT because i haven't been there for so long, and have greatly missed that great pizza! We ahd soo much fun and laughed throughout the whole dinner, and then of course walked over to dairy queen! We sat there for about an hour and 1/2, and i think i laughed harder than i have in SOOOO long. It was just absolutely halarious. We are SOOO crazy together! Sam and I made "tails" out of napkins, and i walked around downtown for awhile with it hanging out of my pants...the we tried to get people to take them from us, but no one would!! I walked out of dairy queen with a napkin sticking out of my ear, and we walked into the laundry mat, and this guy was there and goes "hey cool you have a kleenex in your ear" and i'm like " OH MY GOSH! i can't believe it!! Im so embarrassed!!" i think he got a kick out of it...and it made me laugh. Then we moved on:) We ran around downtown just laughing and laughing and it was sooo much fun! Everything was funny somehow:) Whoever things that you need alcohol to have a good time, we completely proved wrong, because we pretty much had the affects of being drunk, but we were definately straight, and when we wake up tomorrow we'll actually be able to remember it! How cool is that?! haha
but anyway, i can't explain it all it was just one of the funnest nights i have had in the longest time, and i find myself more able to be myself with these girls than with the majority of other people. not that i'm ever really fake, but like i hold NOTHING back when i'm with them, and neither do they and we have the greatest time. After that we all got really tired, so off to Molly's to make cookies and relax, and now i'm home! I talked to Micah on the phone as usual, but not for as long as normal. Oh- and the weather tonight was just so perfect....i love it . i love fall and i LOOOOVE rain! Today was a super good day, and i'm going to go read to conclude the super good night, because i was mucho tired today, and i haven't read in forever, and being around Molly and all of her books inspires me to read and be smart and nerdy like her:)--Just kiddin Molls!:)
Ok if you read all of this, good for you, because i did a bad job of explaining it, but i feel better now that someone has maybe read this, and i've shared my happiness with you ! I can't believe i wrote this much- that is very non-rachel like. Oh well! Goodnight all!
First my girls and i went to Paglias (Molls, Em, Drew, Katie, Sam, Me) and that was GREAT because i haven't been there for so long, and have greatly missed that great pizza! We ahd soo much fun and laughed throughout the whole dinner, and then of course walked over to dairy queen! We sat there for about an hour and 1/2, and i think i laughed harder than i have in SOOOO long. It was just absolutely halarious. We are SOOO crazy together! Sam and I made "tails" out of napkins, and i walked around downtown for awhile with it hanging out of my pants...the we tried to get people to take them from us, but no one would!! I walked out of dairy queen with a napkin sticking out of my ear, and we walked into the laundry mat, and this guy was there and goes "hey cool you have a kleenex in your ear" and i'm like " OH MY GOSH! i can't believe it!! Im so embarrassed!!" i think he got a kick out of it...and it made me laugh. Then we moved on:) We ran around downtown just laughing and laughing and it was sooo much fun! Everything was funny somehow:) Whoever things that you need alcohol to have a good time, we completely proved wrong, because we pretty much had the affects of being drunk, but we were definately straight, and when we wake up tomorrow we'll actually be able to remember it! How cool is that?! haha
but anyway, i can't explain it all it was just one of the funnest nights i have had in the longest time, and i find myself more able to be myself with these girls than with the majority of other people. not that i'm ever really fake, but like i hold NOTHING back when i'm with them, and neither do they and we have the greatest time. After that we all got really tired, so off to Molly's to make cookies and relax, and now i'm home! I talked to Micah on the phone as usual, but not for as long as normal. Oh- and the weather tonight was just so perfect....i love it . i love fall and i LOOOOVE rain! Today was a super good day, and i'm going to go read to conclude the super good night, because i was mucho tired today, and i haven't read in forever, and being around Molly and all of her books inspires me to read and be smart and nerdy like her:)--Just kiddin Molls!:)
Ok if you read all of this, good for you, because i did a bad job of explaining it, but i feel better now that someone has maybe read this, and i've shared my happiness with you ! I can't believe i wrote this much- that is very non-rachel like. Oh well! Goodnight all!