Argh!!!
So... school started yesturday, luckily i have friends in every class to chill with, and I am happy that I am making new ones. It is weird without the IC crew there... they are supposed to be back tomarrow for school but who knows. My classes are gunna be hella hard... and I thought I was getting off easy as a senior! BUT NOOOOO I have to get the fucking hard teachers while all of my friends almost, get the easy crew. Oh well, tis life. So yeah here are my classes... Ceramics, Cooking **ROP**, Modern Lit/Expos, Economics, Work experience... Sounds easy rite? Well, i am hopefully dropping work experience since ROP gives me enough credits to do so, then ceramics will be a trick cuz its all about beign original and ish in how you do everything and Im not great at being original in art..., cooking should be easy, English the teach said he gives an average of 10% As in his classes (yeah thats like 4 kids), and Econ we have a test almost every WEEK!! Like around 15 tests a semester... so rediculous!!!
To make matters worse, I feel like I am losing my best friend and I cant seem to get him to understand. It hurts soo much, I like cry 4 times a day atleast over it. No matter what I do, nothing seems to make it better. I feel like I should just let it slip away because he doesnt care about it. I doubt he will read this at all anyways, but either way... like I feel like I am best friend-less. The closeness is gone, and ive done everything I can to bring it back, but he just isnt cooperating. So as I said I doubt Rodney will read this, but oh well right? I can't be in yet another one-sided relationship. But, on the off chance that you are reading this, comment so I know.
I really hope Hershel is feeling better. He has me really worried.
I got an e-mail from David... he didnt hook up, but I dont know if I should be relieved or not...
I got an email from my sister... really bad shit... dont wanna talk about it on here, too personal
College Apps... must do that like starting yesturday, I hope I do okay on those and teh SATs. I need a job also.
So yeah, this is a quick entry and all, but I am kinda in too much pain to write...
Things to accomplish within the next 10 weeks (in no specific order):
-Straight As
-Take SATs
-College Apss
-Get Job
-Stay organized
-Do ALL of my HW
-Make sure SF pen pals gets going really well
-Talk to Stacey
-Make BBG goal list
-Visit a few colleges
-Start going to the gym regularly
-Eat healthier
-Work off my detention
-See my sister
-Start keeping my room clean
...thats enough to list for now
<3 Melissa <3
To make matters worse, I feel like I am losing my best friend and I cant seem to get him to understand. It hurts soo much, I like cry 4 times a day atleast over it. No matter what I do, nothing seems to make it better. I feel like I should just let it slip away because he doesnt care about it. I doubt he will read this at all anyways, but either way... like I feel like I am best friend-less. The closeness is gone, and ive done everything I can to bring it back, but he just isnt cooperating. So as I said I doubt Rodney will read this, but oh well right? I can't be in yet another one-sided relationship. But, on the off chance that you are reading this, comment so I know.
I really hope Hershel is feeling better. He has me really worried.
I got an e-mail from David... he didnt hook up, but I dont know if I should be relieved or not...
I got an email from my sister... really bad shit... dont wanna talk about it on here, too personal
College Apps... must do that like starting yesturday, I hope I do okay on those and teh SATs. I need a job also.
So yeah, this is a quick entry and all, but I am kinda in too much pain to write...
Things to accomplish within the next 10 weeks (in no specific order):
-Straight As
-Take SATs
-College Apss
-Get Job
-Stay organized
-Do ALL of my HW
-Make sure SF pen pals gets going really well
-Talk to Stacey
-Make BBG goal list
-Visit a few colleges
-Start going to the gym regularly
-Eat healthier
-Work off my detention
-See my sister
-Start keeping my room clean
...thats enough to list for now
<3 Melissa <3