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[disney2003]

Well now hello there. I know I haven't updated in a while but I might as well give it another shot. I've been trying to spend as much time with Nick as I can. I currently only have three more whole days to be with him and I have to work on all three. I had a good vacation last week. Even though I worked for some of it. Nick and I had lots of fun we went to the zoo and just plain had fun. On Mon. it finally hit me that he is going to be gone. I've been saying since I knew about him leaving that I'll be fine and it'll be good for us. I'm not so sure anymore. I know he will have fun and it is a great experience. I am really happy for him to be able to have it. It is just going to suck royally!! Ah well, I'll find something to keep me busy. I might work extra hours I might not. I'm not sure. I don't really wanna work, but having from like 5 on three nights a week might drive me crazy. I know it did on Mon. when Nick was at work. I feel like if I call people that are around to hang out I will just keep bugging them. So I have to find something to occupy my time. I need to start working out and get on a set schedule which I will be able to do, but I need to find something to do for those like 6 hours I will have left in the day. I'm going to read another book and then another and another. Although I know that I can only sit a read a book for like two hours then my ass starts to hurt and I need to get up and do something. I wanna work out in the mornings b/c I know that there will not be many people down there at 6:00a.m. and I will be by myself. So that still leaves ya know the extra 6 hours. BLAH!! I will figure it out. In the mean time it is back to TRU for me on sat. and Sun. Which sucks because Nick is going to leave on Sun. But instead of him leaving me I will probably be leaving him because I will leave before he does. BOO!! I want to apologize to anyone I may annoy or drive crazy. If I began doing this to you please yell at me or let me know some how so I don't go crazy myself. Well I'm am going to say thank you now to those of whom will keep me sane while he is gone. I will keep you posted.

OH OH OH!!! I reserved my wedding. Its official it is going to be August 17th, 2005 at 2:00p.m.!! I'm sooo excited. I can't wait to start planning it.

Ok I'm done now.