I feel like I've seen this place before, yes, I know what I must do.
Wassup. Ight I haven't updated but thats not my fault, its yours. Just trust me. Hmmm, what's happened since I last updated...Well, I've gotten arrested, been in jail, hit the 4 month with lindsey, seen A7X, uhh, Mayble, my hamster, has past away, bless her soul. I've also gotten a job serving at Steak N' Shake on apopka vineland, down by disney. The band is doing really good, we're wrighting some new stuff and it's coming along good, no thanks to our self proclaimed "manager" who is really this rapper guy who dosen't know shit about music, just shows up to practice...I think we've all become a bit more dedicated, we seem to have a bit more drive than before, which is awesome, if we all give it 110%, there's no telling what we can accomplish.
K, here's the section of my journal in which we must breakdance (bitch about shit).
I usually don't let people being pissed off get to me, unless it's serious and like friend-ship threatining or whatever, but it's starting to. I am sick and tired of hearing "so and so is mad at you" "so and so isn't talking to you because of ____", and the reasons that this is happening fucking disgusts me. I will not be in a friendship with someone in which I must prove my loyalty to them on a daily basis. I'm so fucking sorry if I can't meet someone's every need, maybe if I didn't get off work at 4 in the morning, I could squeeze you in, but until then, deal with it. I seriously have way to much shit going on to have to deal with fickle, melodramatic people who are obsessed with causing problems when the littlest thing dosen't go there way. Alot of things in my life haven't and aren't going the way I'd like them to, but I suck it the fuck up and move on. To the people who this is addressed, I'm sorry If I have hurt you in anyway, and I would like to continue to share a relationship with you, but I do not have the time to deal with immature bullshit, and I will not deal with it, If that is how you are going to treat me, after all the fucking time I've spent tending to all your needs, which I'm sure you've forgotten about, as damnable as my acts of treason are, then keep in mind that I do not need you. I will not elude you in any way, I will not ignore you in anyway, but if your attitude towards me persists, then just know I have absolutley no respect for you or your feelings, concerns, problems, or delimas.
One of my friends is very hurt. And it hurts me too. I've been in the exact same spot as he has, although I was younger, I know exactly how he feels, and it fucking sucks. People say "look at the bright side" but there is no bright side, there is no promised land, and there is no panacea execpt for time, the one thing we loathe. He has been there for me through so much shit, and he knows I'm there for him (omg like bbf!!!!! -jk....). So until next time...no telling when that'll be...rock the fuck on!
K, here's the section of my journal in which we must breakdance (bitch about shit).
I usually don't let people being pissed off get to me, unless it's serious and like friend-ship threatining or whatever, but it's starting to. I am sick and tired of hearing "so and so is mad at you" "so and so isn't talking to you because of ____", and the reasons that this is happening fucking disgusts me. I will not be in a friendship with someone in which I must prove my loyalty to them on a daily basis. I'm so fucking sorry if I can't meet someone's every need, maybe if I didn't get off work at 4 in the morning, I could squeeze you in, but until then, deal with it. I seriously have way to much shit going on to have to deal with fickle, melodramatic people who are obsessed with causing problems when the littlest thing dosen't go there way. Alot of things in my life haven't and aren't going the way I'd like them to, but I suck it the fuck up and move on. To the people who this is addressed, I'm sorry If I have hurt you in anyway, and I would like to continue to share a relationship with you, but I do not have the time to deal with immature bullshit, and I will not deal with it, If that is how you are going to treat me, after all the fucking time I've spent tending to all your needs, which I'm sure you've forgotten about, as damnable as my acts of treason are, then keep in mind that I do not need you. I will not elude you in any way, I will not ignore you in anyway, but if your attitude towards me persists, then just know I have absolutley no respect for you or your feelings, concerns, problems, or delimas.
One of my friends is very hurt. And it hurts me too. I've been in the exact same spot as he has, although I was younger, I know exactly how he feels, and it fucking sucks. People say "look at the bright side" but there is no bright side, there is no promised land, and there is no panacea execpt for time, the one thing we loathe. He has been there for me through so much shit, and he knows I'm there for him (omg like bbf!!!!! -jk....). So until next time...no telling when that'll be...rock the fuck on!