Too much mentality
Today's workshop was dedicated to the subject of sexuality in children. It's a subject I've always wanted to talk about and learn about because working with kids, we have to know what is normal for them, acceptable and tolerated. (A LOT different from my generation, upbringing, and culture...)
Not sure how deep I want to go into it, but today was mentally and emotionally draining for a few reasons. First off, John's birthday would've been 4 days ago. Since I had off Thursday I cooked an annual fry up in honor of his birthday, and I swear it gets better and better every year. The fry up police would have less to say every time! Anyway I spent the afternoon yesterday in Duisburg to get my gin vinegar and pop in at Salvatorstube. Back in 2017 John and I were knocking about in that area and bumped into that little hole in the wall pub which is why to this day I still have a hard time finding it! I love little accidents like that. But love the atmosphere better. IT's got this really intimate 70s lounge style vibe to it with stained glass windows, wooden panel walls. It just looks retro old, which was my preference back in the states - dive bars. Anyway getting way off topic. I missed him something fierce last couple of days, but the music mix on way to work really put me over the edge. I was holding back tears in the morning.
The cat situation isn't getting better at home and has me absolutely emotionally and mentally drained. Had an argument with Chris about it and it turns out he thinks a month isn't a long time so far for not seeing improvement and to me ti's already an eternity. He read it can take up to a half year for Bengal cats to accept one another and I just about lost it thinking I can't go on like this for 5 more months. I'll definitely call a cat behaviorist before it comes to that. Or rehoming Biscuit.
Not sure how deep I want to go into it, but today was mentally and emotionally draining for a few reasons. First off, John's birthday would've been 4 days ago. Since I had off Thursday I cooked an annual fry up in honor of his birthday, and I swear it gets better and better every year. The fry up police would have less to say every time! Anyway I spent the afternoon yesterday in Duisburg to get my gin vinegar and pop in at Salvatorstube. Back in 2017 John and I were knocking about in that area and bumped into that little hole in the wall pub which is why to this day I still have a hard time finding it! I love little accidents like that. But love the atmosphere better. IT's got this really intimate 70s lounge style vibe to it with stained glass windows, wooden panel walls. It just looks retro old, which was my preference back in the states - dive bars. Anyway getting way off topic. I missed him something fierce last couple of days, but the music mix on way to work really put me over the edge. I was holding back tears in the morning.
The cat situation isn't getting better at home and has me absolutely emotionally and mentally drained. Had an argument with Chris about it and it turns out he thinks a month isn't a long time so far for not seeing improvement and to me ti's already an eternity. He read it can take up to a half year for Bengal cats to accept one another and I just about lost it thinking I can't go on like this for 5 more months. I'll definitely call a cat behaviorist before it comes to that. Or rehoming Biscuit.