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Yesterday was so perfect. I realized that all I need to be happy is my friends. Picnics are incredibly fun, and walking around art festivals like idiots is fun, just everything with them is fun hah. I saw Jay and it made me so happy, I love him so much. He is one of the most sincere people I have ever met, not to mention he has excellent taste in movies, music, and conversation.
Kendell, Amy, and I went to the abandoned hotel and it was creepy as fuck. We made some art in very limited lighting and left, it was neat.
Then I proceeded to going somewhere I shouldn't have, got upset over someone who should not make me upset, and then went to hang out.
Side note: I think I am just not good at dating. I expect too much of you when you are just a girl who doesn't know what to do. I am sorry for this, but it will not change. Wise up, learn how to talk to your girlfriend, and stop making assumptions. It's quite aggravating. I do love with my entire heart, and as I write this I am missing you more than you will ever know. I can always be myself around you, and you love me for who I am, and for some reason you think of me as some special idolon or something, but it's pretty cool, even though I am just an average person.
On a lighter side note: Those new collision Dorito's- Hot Wing + Blue Cheese- are fucking amazing. I am addicted to them.
Around midnight we went back to the hotel, this time with Erin and Sara instead of Amy, and with more spray paint. We created an awesome hallway, now full of a multitude of random, yet awesome, pictures. I thought Erin was going to die, and aside from constantly making sure no one was getting attacked, it was fun. Being in a place with possible rapists and cracked out madmen is exhilirating, really, you all should try it. It's like being in a movie.
Albertson's in the wee hours of the morning sucks, and their movie deal machine can go straight to hell because it is a lying piece of shit rip off.
Kendell, Amy, and I went to the abandoned hotel and it was creepy as fuck. We made some art in very limited lighting and left, it was neat.
Then I proceeded to going somewhere I shouldn't have, got upset over someone who should not make me upset, and then went to hang out.
Side note: I think I am just not good at dating. I expect too much of you when you are just a girl who doesn't know what to do. I am sorry for this, but it will not change. Wise up, learn how to talk to your girlfriend, and stop making assumptions. It's quite aggravating. I do love with my entire heart, and as I write this I am missing you more than you will ever know. I can always be myself around you, and you love me for who I am, and for some reason you think of me as some special idolon or something, but it's pretty cool, even though I am just an average person.
On a lighter side note: Those new collision Dorito's- Hot Wing + Blue Cheese- are fucking amazing. I am addicted to them.
Around midnight we went back to the hotel, this time with Erin and Sara instead of Amy, and with more spray paint. We created an awesome hallway, now full of a multitude of random, yet awesome, pictures. I thought Erin was going to die, and aside from constantly making sure no one was getting attacked, it was fun. Being in a place with possible rapists and cracked out madmen is exhilirating, really, you all should try it. It's like being in a movie.
Albertson's in the wee hours of the morning sucks, and their movie deal machine can go straight to hell because it is a lying piece of shit rip off.