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I was having the best day right up until about 5:30. School was actually alright, and I had a lovely date with Ken-dawg [that's my new webname for you hahahah]<3. I love you very much, you are a good friend, and you always give me a good laugh.
Work was gay, no one cool worked today and I thought I was going to kill myself. I had to help put up all the shit for states this weekend. I hate swimming, I hate swimmers, I hate to swim, I hate working for swim meets, I HATE IT! Why do I do it you might ask? Because it's money and I'm always there anyways.
On another note, I enjoy being friends with boys who think of me like their yougner sister, and then in turn give me weapons to protect myself =] I am getting a new pistol like this week! Super cool hah. I'm the last person who should have a gun, and I don't even want it, oh well.
Halloween will be so much fun! Dinner... sheet ghosting... pumpkins... crazy halloween party shit... etc. Too bad you have swim shit always or else maybe you could actually partake in my favorite holiday festivities. Again, oh well.
Note: I don't like, actually I hate, when people don't have time for me who should.
I hate that I fall for the people I shouldn't, and I hate that I put myself through shit that I don't have to.
Quote of the day to me from Jacob [somewhat annoying co-worker]: "Oh, so you weren't single very long were you" Me- "I guess not... like a month or two.." Him- "You must be hot on the market!"
This made me laugh, because I am not hot on the market, and I wish that I were! <3
I wish that I were as happy as I were about a week ago. Or when I was in France. Or anytime actually. Why am I so sad now? Someone help me figure this shit out! I'm certainly no Freud.
Danielle is going to Sarasota for a while, fuck, what will I do with the Eiffel Tower now?!
Work was gay, no one cool worked today and I thought I was going to kill myself. I had to help put up all the shit for states this weekend. I hate swimming, I hate swimmers, I hate to swim, I hate working for swim meets, I HATE IT! Why do I do it you might ask? Because it's money and I'm always there anyways.
On another note, I enjoy being friends with boys who think of me like their yougner sister, and then in turn give me weapons to protect myself =] I am getting a new pistol like this week! Super cool hah. I'm the last person who should have a gun, and I don't even want it, oh well.
Halloween will be so much fun! Dinner... sheet ghosting... pumpkins... crazy halloween party shit... etc. Too bad you have swim shit always or else maybe you could actually partake in my favorite holiday festivities. Again, oh well.
Note: I don't like, actually I hate, when people don't have time for me who should.
I hate that I fall for the people I shouldn't, and I hate that I put myself through shit that I don't have to.
Quote of the day to me from Jacob [somewhat annoying co-worker]: "Oh, so you weren't single very long were you" Me- "I guess not... like a month or two.." Him- "You must be hot on the market!"
This made me laugh, because I am not hot on the market, and I wish that I were! <3
I wish that I were as happy as I were about a week ago. Or when I was in France. Or anytime actually. Why am I so sad now? Someone help me figure this shit out! I'm certainly no Freud.
Danielle is going to Sarasota for a while, fuck, what will I do with the Eiffel Tower now?!