bleh
I'm never on LJ anymore. I've barely been updating or even reading up on friend's journals in the past few weeks. That will pass.
I've had so much stuff happen to me in the last few weeks. Well, not really to me in a physical sense, but it just hasn't been a very pleasant time. Everything seems to be falling apart all around me and I'm just trying to hold on to any bit of stability that is in reach.
I'm spending a lot of time just trying to figure out things about myself. Things that I've been conditioned to hide and tame to remain a proper lady of society. Despite all of the bullshit lately (and I hate to be really vain, but it has to be said), I fucking love myself. I love my life and how far I've come in the past few years. I refuse to let some little bumps stop me in the road to success. SO TRITE I know, but so true. All of the bad will pass soon enough. It always does.
MegaCon next weekend. I'm so excited to get out of town and let loose. Like REALLY let loose. It will be great. I love conventions. I guess because its a bunch of people around that are into the same silly stuff that I'm into. People that don't care about dressing in costume and walking around among the "norms" on days other than the ones that fall in October.
I still have to visit my new city at some point this year. I'm thinking I may go to New York. Not that its a new place, but I've not been in over 10 years. Either New York or Boston. Maybe Philly. Up north would be nice in the summer. Who's down? If you can't handle crazy and untamed (but legal... well sort of) adventures with yours truly, then you need not apply. K Thx.
I've had so much stuff happen to me in the last few weeks. Well, not really to me in a physical sense, but it just hasn't been a very pleasant time. Everything seems to be falling apart all around me and I'm just trying to hold on to any bit of stability that is in reach.
I'm spending a lot of time just trying to figure out things about myself. Things that I've been conditioned to hide and tame to remain a proper lady of society. Despite all of the bullshit lately (and I hate to be really vain, but it has to be said), I fucking love myself. I love my life and how far I've come in the past few years. I refuse to let some little bumps stop me in the road to success. SO TRITE I know, but so true. All of the bad will pass soon enough. It always does.
MegaCon next weekend. I'm so excited to get out of town and let loose. Like REALLY let loose. It will be great. I love conventions. I guess because its a bunch of people around that are into the same silly stuff that I'm into. People that don't care about dressing in costume and walking around among the "norms" on days other than the ones that fall in October.
I still have to visit my new city at some point this year. I'm thinking I may go to New York. Not that its a new place, but I've not been in over 10 years. Either New York or Boston. Maybe Philly. Up north would be nice in the summer. Who's down? If you can't handle crazy and untamed (but legal... well sort of) adventures with yours truly, then you need not apply. K Thx.