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Oh, where to start?
Lets see.. well.. me and Bobby are no longer together. That ended last year around the middle of summer. I'm not sorry its over. It makes me sad that I put so much of myself into a relationship that did nothing but tear me apart. I'm very happy that after about 7 years we are done. He stopped treating me like a human being years ago and it took me way too long to let go of something that wasn't even going anywhere. Now hes back with that crazy girl Alex. I hope they have fun. They are both crazy and probly great for each other. I cannot help but laugh about the situation. She can have him. I certainly do not want him back after the way he treated me and made me feel.
I quickly hooked up with a guy named Jonathan Sloan. If I didn't do that I most likely would have ended up going back to Bobby (cause I'm a dummy like that) He was a wonderful guy who proved that I could have someone who appreciated me. I broke up with him a little while before my birthday because well.. we didn't really get to talk or see each other.
And on top of that one of my best friends AJ came back into my life.. and told me his feelings that he's had for a long time. I told him mine. Now we are together and I am most likely one of the happiest girls in the world. I've never felt so comfortable in a relationship. He makes me smile and all I can think about is how bad I want to see him. Coming back to Columbia every Monday makes me feel like I am being punished. At least I get to see him tomorrow. I know when I see him I'm going to squeeze him tight. I don't think he realizes how much I really care about him.. and I wish I could properly explain my feelings.. but no words seem to describe them accurately.
I wrote him a letter.. but I don't think I want to give it to him just yet. I will wait at least a month before I do. That seems right..
Anyways.. enough right now. I have papers to work on.
Lets see.. well.. me and Bobby are no longer together. That ended last year around the middle of summer. I'm not sorry its over. It makes me sad that I put so much of myself into a relationship that did nothing but tear me apart. I'm very happy that after about 7 years we are done. He stopped treating me like a human being years ago and it took me way too long to let go of something that wasn't even going anywhere. Now hes back with that crazy girl Alex. I hope they have fun. They are both crazy and probly great for each other. I cannot help but laugh about the situation. She can have him. I certainly do not want him back after the way he treated me and made me feel.
I quickly hooked up with a guy named Jonathan Sloan. If I didn't do that I most likely would have ended up going back to Bobby (cause I'm a dummy like that) He was a wonderful guy who proved that I could have someone who appreciated me. I broke up with him a little while before my birthday because well.. we didn't really get to talk or see each other.
And on top of that one of my best friends AJ came back into my life.. and told me his feelings that he's had for a long time. I told him mine. Now we are together and I am most likely one of the happiest girls in the world. I've never felt so comfortable in a relationship. He makes me smile and all I can think about is how bad I want to see him. Coming back to Columbia every Monday makes me feel like I am being punished. At least I get to see him tomorrow. I know when I see him I'm going to squeeze him tight. I don't think he realizes how much I really care about him.. and I wish I could properly explain my feelings.. but no words seem to describe them accurately.
I wrote him a letter.. but I don't think I want to give it to him just yet. I will wait at least a month before I do. That seems right..
Anyways.. enough right now. I have papers to work on.