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From January 25th, 2005 Forum Post.:
so those who know me, know i've been having relationship issues
well.. tonight we called it quits
and after he went to sleep (because he works nights)
and i sat up thinking about who is going to be the one to move out
and what's going with who
i signed on to relieve some stress and chit chat a bit
so i log onto yahoo to check my email
well, what i thought it was MY email
(apparently he forgot to sign out of his acct)
i'm like low and behold there are emails from some chick.
so, i open one and read it and realize it's got a day's worth of fwd'd convo
from whom? none other that the scheming, skank of a boyfriend.
that's right.
BUSTED.
cheating.. lying.. plotting.
FUCK MEN!
I failed to mention our calling it quits was only due to communication issues
and what we "communicated" was that we were growing apart.
NOW I know why.
heh
Sad thing is..
The weekend I thought he was going to see his daughter
(which lives only 20 minutes away)
he was going to fu.ck his best friends wife
(yes, that's who is chick is)
So yeah, here it is today.
I'm empty, bitter and alone.
More so than I think I ever have been.
He came home at about 2pm, showered and left.
No words, No look, No nothing.
I just wish he'd come get his things and leave for good.
I want to start healing, and I want to start healing now.
-J