The stranegness of life and such.....
Ok...this is going to sound a little weird, but in the past week I have managed to find an old friend of mine who I haven't seen for a LONG time. That's not the weird part....all of the little coincidences that make life interesting is what makes it so weird. Let's see....he lives across the street from where I work, his fiance's parents live down the street from me.....the list kind of goes on and on!!! I am thrilled to death that I found him, but now I'm like "What now?" We've seen each other, we've talked, but I don't know for how long. I honestly don't think that his fiance is thrilled that we talk. I don't think that she likes me. She likes to remind me that they were high school sweethearts. I'm like, "Ok..that's cool...." I'm just glad to finally know what happened to one of my oldest friends. Is that wrong? If it's not wrong, then why do I feel like I should stay away? He's one of the only people in this world who remembers the way we were before this life got dark and complicated. I know that things have changed, but on the most simple of levels we are still the same people we were when he left. Does that make sense? I guess I'm just destined to lose all of my close friends and to be alone without them. Someone please tell me that I'm not going crazy.