Dammit....
Wow... this has been a wierd ass week.
But I finally found a reson to write in here. Awesome, right?
I'm a bit sad... everyting has been piling up on me yet again.
But honestly, my problem is just the fact that I'm sick of High School life.
So much unecessary drama, stupid standardized test that mean nothing to me, and the feeling of being all closed up in a city like El Paso... it's starting to overwhelm me.
Don't get me wrong, I love the city, it's been good to me. But there's nothing here for me, it moves too slow.
I need to get out, explore the rest of life and take a chance on what I want to do.
The big city is calling me.
I guess I just feel so held back...
So far my plan is this...
-Get into a college that has a Music Education program that can certify me to teach outside of a particular state, so that way... if I move out of state I'll have a job.
-Minor in something like Communications so that while teaching, I can have a part-time job to raise cash.
-Move to NYC.
--If not NYC, somewhere in Cali... Nor-Cal (Bay Area) or So-Cal (LA or San Diego)
Why NYC?? I figure... if I work at it, there's some cash to made there. Within the music business, it's not easy, but at least I'll have a better chance there.
I just really wanna get out of high school I guess... the life of a high school student no longer interest me. Too much bullshit.
Meh... we'll see what happens at my 10 year reunion at good ol' Montwood High. Good things maybe?
But I need advice... anything...
But I finally found a reson to write in here. Awesome, right?
I'm a bit sad... everyting has been piling up on me yet again.
But honestly, my problem is just the fact that I'm sick of High School life.
So much unecessary drama, stupid standardized test that mean nothing to me, and the feeling of being all closed up in a city like El Paso... it's starting to overwhelm me.
Don't get me wrong, I love the city, it's been good to me. But there's nothing here for me, it moves too slow.
I need to get out, explore the rest of life and take a chance on what I want to do.
The big city is calling me.
I guess I just feel so held back...
So far my plan is this...
-Get into a college that has a Music Education program that can certify me to teach outside of a particular state, so that way... if I move out of state I'll have a job.
-Minor in something like Communications so that while teaching, I can have a part-time job to raise cash.
-Move to NYC.
--If not NYC, somewhere in Cali... Nor-Cal (Bay Area) or So-Cal (LA or San Diego)
Why NYC?? I figure... if I work at it, there's some cash to made there. Within the music business, it's not easy, but at least I'll have a better chance there.
I just really wanna get out of high school I guess... the life of a high school student no longer interest me. Too much bullshit.
Meh... we'll see what happens at my 10 year reunion at good ol' Montwood High. Good things maybe?
But I need advice... anything...