twenty twenty twenty four hours to go...i wanna be sedated.
so i came on here to write about how adam and i were reading our old xanga entries but i think rosner beat me to it. that kid is a babe. he is a retired box killer, and a babe.
but anycrap, in reading my old entries i discovered that i was pretty lame. definatly lame.
i had this before i had that so if i read this i will probally feel alot lamer.
but im pretty sure all my old entries are all about how mat devine is hott, how im lonley and how i love linkin park. i was a dorky 16 year old.
im probally a dorky 19 year old.
im probally rambling.
im probally gaining weight.
im probally going to be really sad.
so the other day i completly exploded emotionally and i think i got alot out that i needed too. i have a problem of bottling things up until its physically waring. that was two wednesdays ago and this past wednesday i felt like crap too. maybe its a wednesday thing. maybe wednesday just isnt my day.
but thursday is. thursday is touring with rise against soon. whos comming with me to a show?
i think im going to forida with phil and adam and hopefully jeffie and i think bo is going too. but aside from that im not sure at all whos going.
my manager at work who i also call my best friend at times is forcing me to go. but im ok with that. i think. until im broke and crying about it.
alright.
more then likley im going to read this next week and be like wtf was i writing. and then deleate it.
but anycrap, in reading my old entries i discovered that i was pretty lame. definatly lame.
i had this before i had that so if i read this i will probally feel alot lamer.
but im pretty sure all my old entries are all about how mat devine is hott, how im lonley and how i love linkin park. i was a dorky 16 year old.
im probally a dorky 19 year old.
im probally rambling.
im probally gaining weight.
im probally going to be really sad.
so the other day i completly exploded emotionally and i think i got alot out that i needed too. i have a problem of bottling things up until its physically waring. that was two wednesdays ago and this past wednesday i felt like crap too. maybe its a wednesday thing. maybe wednesday just isnt my day.
but thursday is. thursday is touring with rise against soon. whos comming with me to a show?
i think im going to forida with phil and adam and hopefully jeffie and i think bo is going too. but aside from that im not sure at all whos going.
my manager at work who i also call my best friend at times is forcing me to go. but im ok with that. i think. until im broke and crying about it.
alright.
more then likley im going to read this next week and be like wtf was i writing. and then deleate it.