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hi hi.
rain rain go away come back another day. yeah im kidding. I actually love it. I don't think i have seen rainfall like this since i lived in California. People have no idea around here but it rains like this for aver a week at a time in Cali.
Chris is in town this weekend and we have to go find Lauren's grave site. kinda crazy in th rain but as he expressed last night he def. needs some closure. I can totally understand that. So in the pouring rain we go... looking for a grave site. weird huh.
he flies back home today. He just came in for a quick weekend. Brad Q got married last night so i was his *sober* date. He dropped three beers last night and def. was over prime. He wanted to keep drinking but my thoughts were: is that physically possible. The wedding was nice. I just kinda stay back but i was on the dance floor by the end of the night.
fucking joel brens was there god dammit. i dated him quite some time ago. that guy always gives me the fucking creeps. When i was with him i felt so dirty. it was terrible. i felt like i was being violated. ick. anyways so i tried to steer clear from him but he somehow kept talking to me. He brought his new fiance- good for him. but by the end of the night his last words to me were "SAY GOODBYE TO JEN". i didn't even realize his finace was trying to say good bye and i think he thought i was ignoring her. Either fucking way i dont have to do shit. i love after all the time hes trying to tell me what to do. Chris just turned around and said "i fucking hate that kid". I do too and its gross my lips touched his period.
But overall it was a great weekend. Im a little tired. i actually miss tom. i dont know if i miss him because i dont have him or if its really because i miss him. i texted him last night at 2 am and said "myfly your shoes untied". hah. no response. damn
anyways - enough 4 now. im bored as hell.
rain rain go away come back another day. yeah im kidding. I actually love it. I don't think i have seen rainfall like this since i lived in California. People have no idea around here but it rains like this for aver a week at a time in Cali.
Chris is in town this weekend and we have to go find Lauren's grave site. kinda crazy in th rain but as he expressed last night he def. needs some closure. I can totally understand that. So in the pouring rain we go... looking for a grave site. weird huh.
he flies back home today. He just came in for a quick weekend. Brad Q got married last night so i was his *sober* date. He dropped three beers last night and def. was over prime. He wanted to keep drinking but my thoughts were: is that physically possible. The wedding was nice. I just kinda stay back but i was on the dance floor by the end of the night.
fucking joel brens was there god dammit. i dated him quite some time ago. that guy always gives me the fucking creeps. When i was with him i felt so dirty. it was terrible. i felt like i was being violated. ick. anyways so i tried to steer clear from him but he somehow kept talking to me. He brought his new fiance- good for him. but by the end of the night his last words to me were "SAY GOODBYE TO JEN". i didn't even realize his finace was trying to say good bye and i think he thought i was ignoring her. Either fucking way i dont have to do shit. i love after all the time hes trying to tell me what to do. Chris just turned around and said "i fucking hate that kid". I do too and its gross my lips touched his period.
But overall it was a great weekend. Im a little tired. i actually miss tom. i dont know if i miss him because i dont have him or if its really because i miss him. i texted him last night at 2 am and said "myfly your shoes untied". hah. no response. damn
anyways - enough 4 now. im bored as hell.