Doppelganger

[disintegration6]

I felt cold the last time
I did this
Like feigning feelings for
A forgotten
Love I try to keep you
Here but sometimes I just
Don’t know how
Or what to reference to make myself
Seem in touch, well versed or
Smarter than is actually me
Frankly, I could give a fuck
If it could just work out
With a bit of luck
I’ll remember who I am.

I will read again, I will write
I will play again and I will try
To make myself remember
How it use to be.