Why do I do these things to myself? Why?
Why did I decide to have a blessing on our marriage in February in the UK? It's more stress, it's more money we don't have. I don't have a florist, or a photographer, or anything. And I probably won't fit into the wedding dress anymore. And everything's awful. And Firefox thinks I can't spell. And I've got to remember to pick up the dress from the tailor before going to Nanjing tomorrow. And I'm over-using the conjunction and (misusing more like) as if I was one of my lower-level students. And V isn't here, which probably explains a lot of the stress.