just crusin. . .

[dishchan]

Huuuuh. I'm browsing everyone's livejournals - who don't know I have one. MWAHAHHAHA. lol People haven't changed much . . . Iono. It's funny. To look back and see how very little some people have changed in the . . . Geez. Um like three years I've known them? Ming and I? We've changed soooo freaking much it's CRAZY! We've known each other I guess like six years?!?!? @_@ Iono. A looong time. We've really changed a lot. Not that it makes us love each other any less or anything. We've drifted apart due to my lack of MSN messenger and my computer's stubborness to not download it. But we're still incrediblely close. She's my ne-chan - now and forever. I will always love her. And JENN! Let's not GO there. She's changed so much since I've known her. And yea, maybe we've drifted apart a lot recently it doesn't mean I don't love her any less. But still - we've all changed so much. Why haven't some people? It's ridiculous. Iono. I mean if you like yourself - more power to you. But why force yourself NOT to change and make everyone else adapt? It's so stupid. Maybe that's just my personal opinion - but change warrants growth, which one person in particular has not done much of. That's overly harsh I suppose but it's what I think. Change is a good thing. Changing because you want to is a good thing. Changing because others think it's good is another ball park. I'm not saying they should change because I say they should - that's lame. But if your forcing yourself not to change because you're afraid of what everyone is gonna think or that you might loose things /people that are important to you - that's just well . . stupid. I speak from personal experience, if you don't change because your afraid that people are going to think littler of as a result you're cheating yourself out of people that really care and who's opinion should matter. If you loose stuff or people that are important to you, that sucks, but you need to accept if they can't accept you for YOU, who ever you were and they thought they knew and the real you, then they're probably not as important as you original thought/hoped.

On a happier note: I changed one of my icons already. It's Carter. I made it. YAY!! *beams* Kisses!!!