Jul 01, 2005 19:34
i've had a rough day. seems like some are good, and others not so good. i'm just so confused with my life right now. i don't know what to do. i have so many issues that i'm dealing with. my last year of school is coming up, and it's freaking me out. i literally have less than a year here in canton/kent then hopefully i'm getting out of ohio. i've never made a move this big before, and it feels surreal. i just feel like things are up in the air, and i hate that feeling. i like having closure on issues and moving on.
my mood swings often leave me feeling depressed and worthless. it's like i have no direction or motivation in me anymore. maybe it's just because it's summer. i've never really liked the summer during college and school. i like being busy, and feel like i'm accomplishing something. the summer just feels like it's one big pause on life. as crazy as it sounds, i'm counting down the days until school starts again.
i've been very nostalgic lately rockin it to dashboard confessional. it's been forever since i've listened to them - so many old memories. it's time for me to move on, and make some new memories.