I want, I want, I want! (Reciprocate List)

[wretched_orchid]

 So I asked my boyfriend to do a list for me,  about sexual things he may want to do or have done, and this is basically me countering with everything I can possibly think of. Some are regular things I'd enjoy often, and some things I'd just like to try to see if I would like.
This is a long list, so be forewarned it might take a while to read.
Note: These are for my boyfriend, I'm monogamous and not looking for volunteers ;)

I want to be totally dominated by someone who is cruel and unforgiving, someone who I don't tell to dominate me, but does it out of their own natural sadisticness, have all power of every sort completely stripped from me. I want my voice taken away from me, my ability to fight back immobilized.

I want to be gagged so completely I can barely breath.

I want to be tied tightly by uncomfortable rope so that it burns, in bodily positions that are uncomfortable and take away my ability to move on my own.

I want to be cut by razors until there is not an inch of me not covered in blood.

I want to be beat senseless by hands, flogs, whips, chains, every possible item, until I'm blue and purple all over, just a mass of crying quivering flesh.

I want to be treated like a slave, only alive to do whatever my Master bids me.

I want needles shoved through various parts of my body during intercourse.

I want to be bound, and have a large and uncomfortable dental dam placed on my face, and have my throat fucked vigorously.

I want to be humiliated, in private, and in public. Made to do things I don't enjoy, and would never consent to if given a choice.

I want to be slapped in the face when I talk back, in private, but especially in public, infront of His friends, family, or mine as well.

I don't want to be a willing submissive, I want it to be forced.

Over all I want to be punished.

As well, I want to be the cruelest bitch Mistress possible, to my boy.

I want to be so cold and distant he is afraid to make eye contact, and if he does, will be scathingly debased for it.

I want to make him feel like the scum of the earth, only alive because I will it, and even then, only for the most miniscule of purposes.

I want to piss all over him, and have him mop all the excess up with his body, using his hair, and mouth as well.

I want to choke him by stepping on his throat in heels, and make him worship my very boots.

I want to drag him around in public on his hands and knees by use of a choke chain, hearing him whimper every time his sensitive pale skin is pinched inbetween the metal.

I want to bind him, and hurt him until he's streaming tears, never relenting, and never listening to his cries of pain, until I'm satisfied with the collection of welts on his body.

I want to rape his tight little pink asshole with a gigantic strap on until his cries of pain turn into whimpers and moans of enjoyment at how whorish and dirty his hole is.

I want to fuck his ass so hard I force him to shit on me, and keep fucking him until he comes everywhere, regardless of the mess, and him being embarassed.

I want to give him an enema, filling him full of so much water it makes him sick.

As well I want to be given an enema until I have the same feeling, and can no longer hold it in, and it floods out of me unwillingly.

I want to dress him up in drag, wig, makeup, and laced up in one of my corsets or boustiers, and troll him around various clubs, pretending to offer him to men and making him feel like a whore.

I want to force him to come by jerking him off through his pants, while in public, around strangers, and around friends.

I want to do alot of this publicly in fetish clubs and at play parties, but it's not necessary. Although half the fun would be making him, because he is very shy, would be embarassed, and I would enjoy that.

I want everyone to be jealous of what we have together, and to be able to see what they're missing.

I guess that sums it up, for now :)