Just thinking...

[disguisedtruth]

I haven't been able to write in a while and I used to think that it was because my feelings had become numb, my love for the art was gone and all the that i would accomplish with out the love was the disgrace of pretending. Recently I have been going through things that have made me feel again "made my wings flap once more" as it was described. AS I sit here and contemplate the memories of all the things that have been going on I realize that the reason why I had stopped writing was becasue I had nothing to write about. It was not because the love was lost or because I had lost the will to write, instead it was because the storms had cleared and the sun had risen again. no tears to wipe just life that became plain. At times i wonder which I would prefer to stay with a life that was plain and no tears would be shed, or that which brings nothing but confusion and dispare. I haven't decided. I don't think that i would be able to live in just one because i think that the balance that they both bring is what makes life livable. then i wonder if for everyone its the same? I doubt it. i think that very few have the balance. Maybe thats why so many bad things happen because people can't deal without the balance.

I was reading one of my daily readds and in it she says that she's always related to those who can barely walk rather than those who stride with no problems. I think that those with the strides are the people I'd prefer to relate to. Just because I believe they would need more of a friend. I think that they are the people who friendships are more worthy, i c that their trust would mean more because the stride isn't becasue they have no problems but instead is because they front that they have all they need when in reality they are the ones who need the most. Just my thoughts...